Sunday, December 27, 2009

Need To Bye Boat Dashboard

Welcome to the world! (Video story)

Questo video parla della nascita di Giorgio, nascita che non ho potuto godere appieno a causa dell'anestesia generale che si è resa necessaria per il parto, emozioni che Fabio mi ha riregalato montando per me come regalo di Natale questo video!! Giorgio è nato il 21 dicembre 2009 alle 15.13, alla fine della 34ima/inizio della 35ima settimana, 48 cm per 2400 gr di ranocchietto urlante. Io mi sono risvegliata due ore dopo. E' was less than 24 hours as a precaution in termoculla, we both came home unexpectedly resigned Dec. 25. George has been to all three of the best Christmas present we could receive. To dismiss George it was the doctor who gave first-aid treatment in neonatal intensive care when Matthew was born. Life is a perfect circle from the most unexpected coincidences. We would like to have time to calmly tell better .. for now .. the hours pass too quickly and the emotions were so intense and conflicting that it is not yet been metabolized.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Human Organ Should Be Legalized

Coming soon ...


The goal has been reached, the fateful 34 weeks!

Tomorrow we enter the hospital to be monitored on a daily basis, the case is ready, prepared for the beauty .. I just have to decide which books to take with me, I think I fit in a bag "Breastfeeding, a gesture of love" and Catanzani Paola Tiziana Negri a book to read and reread with pleasure, "Children need to trust" by Tim Seldin I have not yet completed by the end was taken as "The nine months of pampering" by Thomas Verny and Pamela Weintraub and perhaps could be the ' good opportunity to start reading "How to be happy parents in 25 easy lessons." A practical guide for combining affection and authority of Christie Mellor lying on my bedside table is dusty.

The mp3 player is packed with music ranging from melancholy to rebel, from new age to spare for babies Raimond Lap, meditations and pictures of popin and my love that I will miss terribly during hospitalization.

I have yet to put away the laptop.

I have to find a way to take my eight balls of merino and my irons without carrying all the mega bag of wool and then ... and then I'm ready! Terrified but

impanicata ready .. ready .. no .. but I'm not ready .. I can only lie to try to be ready but the truth is that they are not ... I want to be a common standard that can bring your mom's belly to spassso for 40 weeks and a little more without the gnawing doubt of not having to do with the nature il suo corso o senza avere il timore che il proprio figlio tirato fuori dal caldo ventre prima del tempo possa avere problemi.

Purtroppo ci sono situazioni che devono essere medicalizzate so che non è sempre un male, però è dura comunque da accettare è comunque una cosa che non mi permette di essere tranquilla fino in fondo.

Fabio continua a ripetermi che ho fatto tutto quello che era in mio potere fare, che il mio dovere di mamma è andato anche oltre i traguardi che ci eravamo prefissati con la ginecologa però..però in fondo al cuore i dubbi rimangono.

Bando alle ciance è tardi ed io devo finire di riordinare alcune cose e le idee...

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Arcade Alley Electronic Laser Fx Bowling

Preparations ....

Aspettando Giorgio e aspettando il Natale..

4 giorni intensi.. pieni di cose da fare....4 giorni di preparativi..giorni di attesa.. la casa si è riempita dei colori natalizi..il bugaboo è stato pulito..riordinato e montato..
abbiamo provveduto ai doni di Natale per il pargolo più grande..
abbiamo visto gli amici..li abbiamo coccolati e ci hanno coccolato..
abbiamo reso la nostra casa ancora più accogliente e ci siamo divertiti con le cose semplici..come un cartone di Walt Disney da guardare sul divano..un puzzle da fare tutti insieme..un pranzo..una cena e una merenda in compagnia..

io stessa ho fatto tante cose senza dimenticarmi di riposare a sufficienza, assaporando la lentezza dei gesti..


Tia è stato tanto tanto coinvolto e collaborativo in tutte le cose da fare, con la sua faccia da furbetto ha controllato che il bugaboo fosse ancora comodo..ficcandosi dentro..e poi portandoci a spasso il peluche di Giorgio...
..e ha appeso palline, fiocchetti e stelline su ogni ramo possibile.. in ogni stanza della casa..









Ci siamo ormai..

il tempo passa o troppo in fretta come in questi quattro giorni o si muove fra i secondi troppo lento..come accadrà fra una settimana..

- 5 giorni al mio ricovero in ospedale e there, the wait will be harder, indolent, less hot, but I have all these well-sculpted images inside me that will accompany me in that room light green hospital in a few moments where I know that I will feel a bit 'lonely and a bit 'worried ..

The wait is that too .. the wait is a proof that you and your plasma reinvented a thousand times making you lose even a few moments in the balance ...

Friday, December 4, 2009

Heroines Showing Breast

32 weeks


32 weeks .. you .. us ...!! An important goal .. contractions .. and despite the stress of the illness ... .. many practical situations set resist .. not forgetting to smile ...

.. I love my children with all my heart! How I love
infinitamentente my sweetest thought he took these pictures .. and that is my life partner ... the best companion I could ever want or even dare to dream.


Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Game Pokemon New Cho 6300

Miracle


keep asking "Baby High" how do you grow so well in my little body, I still wonder how comfortable do you stay there .. you are now much longer than he was your brother Matthew at birth but when we go there greetings all the controls you satisfied by ultrasound, and you do find a once breech and cephalic once .. then you still have room to turn around .. or be a contortionist future of mother love?
Yet a month ago did we first caught with his foot in his mouth and then with both knees almost in your mouth a little .. so grainy you have to be necessarily.

What I belly ... there are times when I think is defying gravity and I wonder .. how can I still do all these things at home, of course there are times when efforts to compensate for the mini sink on the couch or in bed with the belly of your hard hard rebellion.

I would stop time as you move inside me and I think there is only a thin layer of skin to divide us because ... maybe this will be my last pregnancy .. and then .. but then when I caress your Séderon tip .. I think I can not wait to see you.

I try to imagine how you have done .. and I would like the time fly even faster for you here in my arms .. I did not think I could ever love you so.

I wonder how will I manage two children not only temperamentally different, but also physically different. If I am a good mother or if I'll be a mother at least quiet.

When I look at the smiles on the faces of Matt I think we're basically doing a good job I hope to see it on your face just as many smiles my heart satisfied and I hope that the world will not spoil too much.

try to contain all the anxieties that I have ... but as we approach the moment ... I'm afraid I do missteps .. collapsing ... and then there would be that bad?

Perhaps it's only natural ... I have been telling myself to be very good but as always worked hard to get me compliments.

I try to be careful with every subtle change in my body to control everything goes well and then I realize that in life you can not control anything and so it is best that I resign and I rather like to relax before you get ... I would like to take 36 weeks but we know that you can not .. maybe I can not even get to 34 ed è meglio che pensi a come non rimproverarmi come al solito se ti cuccherai qualche giorno di terapia intensiva perchè è molto probabile che accadano entrambe le cose..e questa volta non posso perdere tempo a non accettare le cose..o ad arrabbiarmi con me stessa..perchè mi dovrò dividere tra te che avrai bisogno di sentirmi egualmente vicina, tra Mattia la cui vita subirà un grande scossone del quale ancora non si rende ben contro e il tuo papà ne vogliamo parlare e del suo carico emotivo?? Ricadrà tutto su di lui..i pensieri..gli spostamenti organizzati.. e poi..e poi ci sarò anche io ...che dovrò riprendermi.
Che paura e che miracolo cuore di mamma!!!

Baby come to me...

Sunday, November 1, 2009

How To Build A Dartboard Stand

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Gifts

say that these last few weeks have been a disaster, I do not know how and I do not know where but my body is checked what they call the shingles ... .. two weeks of burning pain and discomfort as I had not even wish on my worst enemy.
are generally a person who reacts to things .. but this time there were actually moments when I felt physically and emotionally exhausted. Not to mention the moral
underfoot I still carry around the fear that there were consequences for George in his lap.
Finally Friday I can get, after days of seclusion, the nose out of the house ... and time to plan for tomorrow when you wake up .. that was very popular Mattia 39 of fever.
E 'was hard to get that sense of anger inside and try to give color to the Halloween day but in the end helped us.

We never celebrated Halloween .. but since I became a mother to celebrate any occasion is always good to miss ... it is always creative opportunity for all. And the polemical
saying that consumerism is just fun to say that there is no need to spend a lot ... or .. who knows what to us is just a little 'paper and a printer ... a pumpkin .. .. a knife oven .. a little to do and a little creativity.
All ingredients have also greatly improved our day and our mood.

And here is the mask created in 5 minutes ...

The backstage of the CREATION of our jack-o'-lantern ..

the appropriate checks to verify that he had not even caught "James the blockhead flu ..


cake prepared with the raw material drained .. pumpkin (sweet)


and our jack o 'lantern in all its glory (or treat?) ..

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Tanning Bed After Waxing

Strange Circus



Original title: 気球 クラブ, その後 ( Kimya na sākasu)
Country: Japan
Year: 2005
Director: Shion are


Mitzuko is the daughter of Gozo and Sayuri. Sayuri and Gozo are not exactly the perfect parents that you could imagine. Mitzuko is molested by her father and beaten by her mother. Tragic scenes in sumptuous walls of a wealthy Japanese family. Everything fell in the disarming scene psychology of delusional world that are Shion discovers, violent and bangs on the screen with a relentless precision. A world where everything seems fake, grotesque caricature. A world where everything becomes a metaphor for herself and a child is seen with the eyes of woman, man and spirit broken. A world in which there is no space to play but to play a role. Like all the characters of the strange circus that is a corollary to the story.
But what in reality is fake, imaginary .. and what is real? Who are the real circus? The strange beings from the stage asking for a volunteer among the public as a sacrificial victim ... or rather the beings who inhabit a world seemingly "normal" obsessions and impulses that are hidden behind a door chiselled in a wheelchair, a manuscript worn, a carry case for cello, a white coat punk, a local daring, a bottiglia di sakè..?

Strange Circus è spietato. Come un abile chirurgo, scava nella mente della protagonista mettendone a nudo le paure, le debolezze e la disperazione. Il desiderio di vendetta, il bisogno di redenzione, le profonde contraddizioni derivate da un passato non del tutto limpido e sereno.
E' un coltello affilato, un pugno nello stomaco, un'abile intrusione nella privacy di una famiglia, ma anche di chi osserva dall'esterno.. conscio del fatto che un vero "esterno" forse non esiste.
Un po' come si dice anche nel film... di quale sia la realtà in fondo non si ha certezza: cosa succederebbe se.... ?
Le possibilità infinite regalano l'escamotage perfetto per un film che mix plane of reality and identity many times .. trying to confuse, but instead of making an effective psychological portrait of actors and not.

picture perfect, wonderful director and actors sometimes over the top but never granted or unsuitable. Worthy of note is the sequence beginning and end. A film that rivedrei, and I saw many times. To remember, for sure.

Rating: 9



Wednesday, October 14, 2009

What Do They Watch In Giza

mesh

This morning I wake with a start, Matt has returned ... the urchin's Mom has a nice bump in the face swollen and purple seems to do that before going to sleep and stumbled into a game as usual .. falling weight on the front (His Achilles heel).
better and I watch him limp ... it seems that the park has so much solace in the race to take a retort.
Not a bua .. two ... my poor chips certainly was not his lucky day .. and the evening he spent all dejected indicating first a war wound and then the other.
Luckily mom was able, after knitting like crazy for two days in a row, to give him a smile before bed ..
miraculously I finished the hat for him ... !


E 'or not is a satisfied smile and happy this?? Finally .....!!!!


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Chicken Broth Preservative

Detective Story



Original title: Tantei Monogatari
Country: Japan
Year: 2007
Directed by: Takashi Miike


Raita Kazama ( Kazuya Nakayama) is a private detective a bit 'outside the lines, a sort of Japanese Magnum PI Ferrari and without luxury. Raita Takashima ( Kuroudo Maki) is office worker, an expert in computers and hackers mid-level, quiet, sober, dutiful. Two completely different men find themselves not only to share the same name .. but also to become neighbors in one of the now dilapidated buildings so dear to the usual horror film.
What Miike is not a classic horror title, is not even a detective story and can not be defined even comical, despite the continued presence of scene, battute e personaggi che di ridicolo hanno davvero tutto.
La trama si sviluppa attorno ad una serie di omicidi piuttosto cruenti, un ufficio di polizia che brancola nel buio buttandosi alla persecuzione di 4 sospettati a caso, fra cui il nostro Raita detective. L'uomo, innocente, parte così in una rocambolesca ricerca del vero colpevole aiutato dall'assistente Nagamine e dall'involontaria partecipazione del vicino suo omonimo.
A fare da sfondo ..la figura inquietante e grottesca di un artista un po' (tanto) sessuomane e attratto dall'occulto, fedele seguace del pensiero di Rudolf Steiner (leggasi ossessionato da..) e osannato dai critici d'arte come genio incompreso dell'epoca contemporanea.
Non sta a me svelare il finale, worthy of the best American soap opera .. with twists and twists from vaguely paradoxical, to M. Night Shyamalan.

Miike surprising, haunting, fun, entertaining and leads one to think. All in one film. Even if I find Tantei height of many of his other works, it is a tribute to genre cinema that finds space in the Saturday night cold and tasteless for those who can not leave the house. A film scartabilissimo, with clear drops of inspiration ("homages" to films like The Silence of the Lambs , officially) and discounted lines, which help to significantly reduce the credibility of Japanese cinepanettoni.

Negligible.

Rating: 5


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Christening Cards What To Write Godmother

Pasticcino Waiting ... Long live the caterpillar


temperatures that are more myths .. the days are much longer than you expect .... trying desperately calling on the cool autumn colors and flavors of autumn table in home dinners with our friends ..
The presence of George begins to be manifest not only in the evidence of my stomach that receives it .. is now present in all our days, Matt never forgets to give him cuddles, before going to school in the morning, or when he returns in the afternoon or evening before going to bye .. there he is clinging to the belly to give a pelvis to the little brother ..
... even Dad is full of attention to him .. all reciprocated by George seems to recognize that its time to wonder habits .. .. .. his voice and his touch answering in his own way ..


My cravings while increasing as the belly .. where is our beloved Pasticcino.


Waiting is wonderful .. like to hear it grow, incorporate the strength of her moves that increases with time of day. There are moments where I wish time could fly to see his little face .. keep your finger in her hand, kiss his feet and adore the scent of her skin, seeing the expressions of Matt at his side .. and there are of istanti in cui vorrei fermare il tempo..perchè questa gravidanza è trascorsa finora talmente in fretta che ho paura di non riuscire a dire ..a preparare..a fare tutto quello che vorrei per lui.

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

The Conquerors Won't Load Or Start?

apple!

Sabato pomeriggio. Insieme a un amichetto e al suo papà usciamo verso le 16.30, destinazione Luna Park, che per un mesetto stazionerà in paese per la festa del patrono.
Mattia è sovraeccitato, si guarda intorno ed è tutto un "làààà", "làààà". Già il solo vederlo così mi fa passare il malumore che quel giorno mi appesantiva.

Cominciamo con qualcosa di tranquillo: il trenino!







Mattia è talmente occupato a guardarsi intorno che non protesta nemmeno quando lo faccio scendere dal trenino per andare verso un'altra giostra:sono talmente tante che non sa più dove guardare!

E' il turno poi della giostra classica, quella dove bisogna prendere il codino! Mattia ci mette tre giri per capire che quella cosa che sale e scende è da acchiappare al volo, ed al quarto giro finalmente alza le braccia al cielo verso Winnie Pooh per staccargli la coda! Peccato che nonostante gli capiti letteralmente tra le mani per ben tre volte non riesca a portare a casa l'agognato premio. Per ora abbiamo imparato ad alzare le arms to the sky, the next episode we also learn to close their hands around the tail!
The enthusiasm, however, is skyrocketing.







And finally, there it was in all its rattling speed: the caterpillar apple! A green roller coaster shaped like a caterpillar that shoots up and down the rails. I am a little hesitant, I think that goes a little too fast for us and Matt seems to me a little puzzled. Despite the fears, however, take courage and I put in the wagon popin squeezing tightly, perhaps a little too strong in fact ....

The train leaves, slowly climb on top of towed from the chain and then .... viaaaaaa! The first three laps Matti is absolutely still, eyes wide and his hands clutching the bar of protection. Then, it melts on the last lap on the way down and I hear laughing like crazy! Did you like it then! And how if you like!

The rides will stay for a month ...... and who stops piùùùùùùù??